Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Sunday, April 18, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010

The way that you hold me
Whenever you hold me
There's some kind of magic inside you
That keeps me from running
But just keep it coming
How'd you learn to do the things you do
And nobody does it better
Makes me feel sad for the rest
Nobody does it half as good as you
Babie you're the best

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, February 1, 2010
Monday, February 01, 2010

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009

不知不觉
今天是我们分开的一星期了
时间过得还真快
总觉得事情好像昨天才刚发生似的
事情突然来得让我感到好不真实
思念了七天一百六十八个小时一万八十分钟六十万四千八百秒
知道我们不会再重来 但还是无法不再去想你
在这期间我很努力地想要去忘记
但也明白了不能用忘记来欺骗自己
继续想念还是遗忘都好事实还是事实
我不再为难自己 逃避现实
因为越刻意地不想反而会让自己越想起
所以我还是会继续想你
想念那忘不了的回忆
因为原来它早已在很久以前
成为了我前进的动力及精神支柱
只想问候你 没有了我的你最近还好吗
希望现在的你会过得比从前快乐

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, September 28, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009

Time past very fast..today was get into the forth day without u..Finally I pass my JPJ dy..i done it..felt happy but oso sad becoz u r not de first one who know de news..i couldn’t share my happiness with u anymore..i couldn’t fetch u once I pass as I promised before..=(..woke up early again today..going for de jpj test..there was not much ppl having the drving test today..so I done all de thing in a short time and I’ve pass everything without any mistaken..congratz to myself..=)..felt tired becoz of not enogh sleep.. once I reach home jiu slept dy…when I woke up I’ve a call from winson ooi..abit shocked becoz long time he never phoned me dy..he asked me stil remember him or not..of course I do..he thought I forget him dy..= =..hmm chat jor a while on phone and knew that he was now in a.s..came back from kl coz of school holiday after his exam...aftertat I was going to bath and eat dinner dy..then went for tuition when the time reach..after tuition going to fetch my sista finish tuition oso from IP..then I asked my mum brought us to ‘ji diao loh’ eat lok lok..when eating loklok..there was an aunty and uncle..they were looking at my sista n I very long and kept discussing at there that whether we are twins or not..lolx..that uncle stil comfirm that we are twins..= =..my mind was running n saying in heart: ‘uncle u’re wrong dy..we are juz sista not twins...’@@..on the way home..winson phoned me again..he asked where are me now..he was now at near my house there wana find me..hmm wait a minute I almost reached..after I was reached home..we were talking in his car outside my house..talked n said many things..talk about his college’s life in kl..quite fun n enjoyed..but stil ‘yat ji gong’..haha..he seems good n din changed much.juz dye jor hair and his skin become more white I think..lolx..he was going back on the next week..hmm chat jor about one hour like that he was back n I oso back into my house n room then start to study dy..tomorrow exam de last subject-Chinese..although very tired but dono why don wan sleep..maybe lately used to sleep late dy..whatever..aftert studied lying on bed..saw back my msg that all from you..missing u again..miss the warm hug from u..miss ur everything..felt upset and tears kept falling down again tonite..T.T..tuh until four like tat then slept le..zzz

27Sept09

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, September 28, 2009

Slept at seven and woke up at twelve..huu quite tired eh..going practise car today..today eh driving stil not bad..everything goes well din do wrong anything and I could recognize the road dy..much confident jor..hope I will pass my driving test tomorrow..waiting to get my license P dy..after practise reach home about two o clock like that then fetch my sista to my mum’s shop took rice..nothing to do so study de whole afternoon..abit boring n sleepy= =..went tuition when time reach..In tuition I thought I will felt much suffer becoz we were in the same place tuition together but its not hard as I think oni..although I juz only saw dao ur backside..when almost finished tuition..yee laopo called me..she said lvshan was going to bringing us go out together..once I reach home go out again..cham..out continuosly these few days..my mum almost bo lat with me..= =..after lvshan came fetched me then we were going to yee’s house to bring her..in de car we were planning where to go..lolx a.s too sien dy..no place could go one..after discussing we decided to go double plate..wow there was so so many ppl when we were reach there even no place to sit..at tis time lvshan shouted..she juz realized that she was wearing terbalik short..lolx..me n yee laughed at her..so funny la..so dai tao ha one but nvm la if din said oso cant see out..hmm suan liao lo we went other place..we went to the new open de nasmir near billion there who knows oso many ppls..lolx today is wat day oo why everywhere oso many ppls one..then we go for the anggerik café near tat area oso..finally v sat down liao..at this moment I juz realized that today I haven’t ate anything yet..= =..forgot jor..nvm lu dang diet not bad oso..fan zheng now no ppl care dy..eat less abit more good..hmm yee think to eat her favourite’heh goh bak’..so she made order..the salad one..but they said not very delicious oni..aftertat v were planning where to go after ate..sien la wan go somewhere oso so hard..lvhsan phoned carol asked her where was her..she was at home..heard that she was falling sick..aftertat we were going to her house to find her..she came out with wearing ‘mai yun tong’..zzz..then we went to desa seraya together..fed mosquitoes at there..= =..then talking la wat..haihx..my mood getting down n down when at there..talked about last time between us de thing with yee..there was so many memories between us at desa seraya..memorable..tears kept running in my eyes..Reached home almost one o clock..online blogging n chatting..today slept in de morning again..zzz

26Sept09

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, September 28, 2009

Today woke up late in de afternoon ..once I woke up I saw ur msg..u msg me..u told me that u had something to give me but I told u don need ady..i dun wan to take it n oso dun wan to look at it..u juz throw it ba..tats juz meaningless for me anymore..afterthat v din contact ady..haihsx..woke up and fainted again..after get up I went to Gesesis for hair cut but not Teams..hmm saja wana change hairstylist sometimes..lolx dono tiok wat ci kek my hair was cut until damn short this time...first time wana cut until so short..maybe I m getting tired being caught by discipline teacher dy ba..short hair oso nice what..=)..nite I went to ‘ji diao loh’ having dinner with my parents n sista..my sista and I were going to eat ‘beng bak’ at ipohkia while my parents did not followed us..they went other place to eat which oso in ‘ji diao loh’..that ‘beng bak’ was so nice nice nice n delicious lah…suddenly received a msg ‘eat bo jio’ but no display name..i looked around..oh yuan lai is Birdy..everytimes go out dinner oso so ngam will met her one..she oso ate at ipohkia then she came kacau us a while..after having dinner reach home..waiting poh came fetch me again lu..we were going out for drive..actually is wait him teach me drive n let me practise la coz this Sunday I m going to have JPJ test dy..so nervous lah~~
Before that we were going to oldtown to met his unlce n those boss..lolx..got abit regret followed him went there..so boring there with his three frens..not very sek with them n nothing to chat..paise nia= =..his fren and I were waiting him to ‘keng buiseness’ with those uncle..at this moment..beside us was a promoter..she was promoting something about study thing to us..lolx..i oso dono wat was she talking about..i saw poh’s fren oso tekan diao listened at there..lame..i just kept sms ing there n sms my sista for help n came save me up..after some times later my sista was reach..luckily stil got she I wont so boring...wait poh got two hours like tat its almost tweve thirty now..= =..my mum kept calling me non stop dy..cham..then we going to my taman there eh basketball court there practise car..poh let me drive his car ler..he don’t scare I will took his car go long piak..haha..i bian drive he bian teach me..hmm..his teaching skill was not bad..when he became my driving teacher jor huh..@@..but oso wana thx him lah..
After reach home online again..lately addicted to the pc always online..hmm holiday curi tulang a while..hehe..online met ray in msn..long time din chat with her dy..she seems like very good with her life..got new gf lu ppl..good lo then..aftertat she phoned me then v chit chat jor a while..long time din listened she sang for me dy..stil so nice n thx for her accompany whenever I was unhappy..after hang the phone I phoned lvshan then we oso chat jor a while..long time din talked phoned with her oso dy..hehe..the nite was getting late n late jor its almost three now..met yyou n poh in msn..yyou suan siao me said I went oldtown bo jio= =..chit chat with poh..the nite was such boring..planning to go 24hours Kfc..i thought we were juz kidding who knows he was in serious..takkan..it was 3.30 am..i m thinking whether I realy wan so siao? Kept thinking n joking..i was made deicision..go jiu go scare wat..lolx..yyou was going with us too..after I prepared everything..lock my room’s door,lock the stair’s door,look my house door everthing was going very well..i thought my dog will barking at me..i was shocked that it never do so instead wat’s damn was my opposite house eh dog kept barking when saw me..walao gin jeong enough..i hide behind the car for some times..lolx..tuh until half an hour like tat got..yyou n poh kept calling come..tat time I was keng sou with my dog..= =..i fed it with a piece of tiger biscuit..haha..hmm my mind was telling me that dun care so much dy la..once I opened the gate I straight ran into the car dy..huu so ci kek..then we were going yyou’s house to picked him up..he seems like bit angry coz no one heard his phone n unlucky monkey cant go along with us..we scared got blocking so go sek a big circle juz reach the new kfc..few ppls there..the day is nearly to morning dy so the menu oso change dy..after we had made order jiu start to eat dy..dont have yyou wan eat eh snack plate..wat he ordered at last was smtg like a kid meal..while I ate many thing such as cheese wedges,nuggets and potato whipped..bian eat bian sms with monkey..she was awake dy..paise with her nia luan dao she woke from dream..huu..i was full enough..after ate we sat outside wait yyou smoke..after he finished smoke then jiu went home dy..its nearly to six in de morning.. my maid was woke up dy so i pakat with her asked her not to told my mum anything n dang din saw me..gai nia me..but long time once nvm la..haha..xD..back into room then stil sms with monkey a while..i told her my things..hmm..now was 7 am in de morning..it's time to sleep..zzz


25Sept09

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, September 26, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009

Cried whole nite lastnite..my eyes going to swell like golden fish @@
Talked phone since four smtg until six smtg in the morning then fainted...getting tired n tired...
Woke up at about 8 o clock then go woke my sista up dy..we are going to swimming...
When she woke up she was stomach pain...aiyo why pain at this time eh how was she going to swim oo...but she said after ate medicine will be nothing dy sure accompany me go swimming one...god..touch nia..thx my lovely sista love u..
After prepared my mum brought us to asrc..hmm not much ppl was there in the morning...
After took off our clothe jiu get into de pool dy...huu the water was warm not as cold as I think...so song...swimming was the most happiness thing for me...love it much felt very free and enjoyable when swimming...it’s juz could let me forget every sadness n painess...swim until ten smtg then going for breakfast..hmm..tat’s bad that i still haven good back with dad..din talk dao de whole journey even when having breakfast...i m juz like transparent n ‘tap toi’ only..he juz asked n talked with my sista only even want eat wat oso juz ask her..well whatver..i was just sitting saw them eat..= =..went home about eleven smtg then slept..
Originally set alarm wana woke up at two smtg one who knows once I woke up jiu five smtg dy..slp pig me= =..even my sista oso cant woke up..woke up so late cant go for hair cut dy..cant tahan my messy hair dy..when I woke up I saw my phone there were many msg n miss call..one of the msg is from u…why u juz could act like nothing happen like that..unacceptable but I juz replied…after bath n ate then going to billion n tesco with mum sista n Winnie..opportunely she came my house to find my sista so we are going together..have fun in tesco..do many bobo thing..we are trying ate those sweets n grapes although there was a notice mention that ‘no trying pls’..haha..
Reach home around nine smtg waiting poh came brought us go out..so boring at home n I surely will simply think eh so went out better...after planning in de car then go to alorstar mall..today was Thursday nite no movie..sien abo watch movie oso not bad…lengang here n there a while then we sat at Georgetown yam cha sembang…communicate with poh on a piece of paper...use write..lolx lame..a while later poh n his fren going for snooker at downstairs in as mall juz left me my sista n Winnie at georgetown...we keep talking..
At tis moment..i msg yee told her that I very miss u..yee told me wat u said to her...yee said u miss me too...haish..dono..wat for like that..sms with yee n talked many things about us...mood abit getting down...we sat until twelve like that georetown are going to close dy..so early..then poh came brought us to snooker there..there was many ppl in the snooker shop..sat inside talking n waiting poh n his fren play snooker..
Reach home around twelve smtg then wait Winnie’s sista came picked her up...afterthat cant sleep then online a while..then offline about three smtg like that..at this moment u msg me juz to chat..u asked me that can u still treat me nice u said that u felt difficult to pretend like u dun wan care about anything cant deny that u really care...but at last I refused with the reason dun wan..i dono wat to said still..i dun wan ur care anymore dun let me suffer of ur nice treat..it’s much pain when I m telling u not to find me anymore...i said enjoyed ur freedom...tis was the last nite for us to contact..there was no more connection after tonite...want sleep but cant sleep...lying on bed very long n kept thinking of u n memory back everything of us..i m getting mad..virus attact seriously..cant stop..tired of crying...sblue phone me..then we chat jor a while then slept..slept in de morning again..zzz..


24Sept09

Will you ever notice me...